Sunday, June 7, 2009
Losing
Bookstore is an escapade for me. There is a special relationship I have with books, I find them very interesting, full of knowledge waiting for me to explore.
Only if you are like me, you will never understand this special feeling. It cant be described, it is like a magical connection, you want to pick them up and read through from cover to cover, you ant to know a lot about them, each and everyone.
This is why I miss TaiPei so much. The 24-hour eslite bookstore I often visit past midnight, and how I spent time over a few good books and a great cup of coffee.
Commercial Press over at The Cathay will shut its door by end of this month. This is where I spent a great deal of my time many mornings ever since I moved to Mount Sophia. Many mornings I spent time going through a few pages before I headed to the office, this has formed a part of my life in Singapore.
I am going to miss this part of me real soon.
Saturday : Singapore Idol Audition
Today the mall is hosting Singapore idol audition.
Sitting here, quite a number of emotions ran through while I look at how much all these guys and girls wanting to have a piece of their talent assured and proven.
Many would laugh it out, thnking that it is frivolous to run after fame.
What is fame really? Not until one is in it then they realize that it is nothing more than just a term itself, glamorized only by people who are not in it.
I see it from a different angle.
I see a group of boys and girls wanting to break away from their life, wanting to prove a lot beyond what others have seen them so far.
I can understand the emotion. You know you have something more, but most often than not, noone gives a damn, so you want to shout it out loud and get the attention and to prove one's worth.
The energy is amazing. The desire is amazing.
But beyond the final winner, what is behind those few thousands who never make it, many never even make it anywhere.
To dream a dream is essential. It provides hope for one to live from day to day.
To be able to cope with disappointment and rejection and multiple failures is another matter.
The best I have seen in life is, while waiting for your turn to stand on the center stage, one must know how to build the internal strength. For when that day
arrives, one can then manage all the load that will be placed on the shoulder.
There is a balance in life. Fame comes with a lot of sacrifices too. One can't just dream of the good but unwilling to accept the bad.
While waiting for your turn, you better take time to build your internal strength.
There is such thing as 5 mins fame. We all know it well.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Yilong .. our future architect?
This boy surprised me a great deal, I heard so much of how gd he is on his design work, and the award he has received. I pray he will be a great architect one day ... you go Yi Long.
Greetings Shenzi!!
Firstly congratulations on the opening of NUM’s first international store! Hurray!
Sorry that I write to you this late as I was preparing for my Korean Language examinations. Thereafter I went back home at Bentong and I am going back to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow night.
I am finally enlisting in 10 days’ time! That is like so soon! I want to sincerely say a big THANK YOU to you for giving me this opportunity to be a NUM Ambassador! I had learned and grew up alot in my last 10 months with NUM.
This is amazing! This is my very first retail job and even though I did not do very well like some very capable sales executives and sometimes slacks a little, but I had tried as much as I could to put in good efforts to serve customers and maintain the store.
I am really thankful for the guidance from yourself and Colin with regards to serving customers and bring up sales. Now I am no longer the old me who stumbles to customers with no confidence. This is a really long learning journey.
There is something that I had gained from NUM that is much more valuable than any other things; friendship and brotherhood. I met people who are really nice and sincere and now we had became very close brothers! You were the one who gave me this chance to share close bonds with them.
The NFF Spartans Sengkiat, Sherman, Wilson, Alvin, Daniel and Johnathon, and
The DFF Plutonians Denglin, Justin, Jovian and Daryl!
I missed many people and things in NUM. I missed the parties and sharing session we had together. I missed DFF. I missed all the funny incidents, ups and downs NUM experience through together. Hahaas!
I had served our NUM and now is time to serve my nation. It is a wonderful and memorable journey with NUM! I am very honoured and proud to be a NUM Ambassador! Till we meet again, I wish NUM and you big success in future ventures!
Sincerely,
One of the monkeys
Yilong
Lolls
Garry is Leaving
Hi Shenzi and Colin.
I like to tell you guys that I be leaving Newurbanmale.com and this will be my last week and sat will be my last day of work.
I enjoy working here for the past 1 year and 3 months thru the up and down.
I apologize for not giving a notice in advance.
I have quited school and ask for a early enlistment and will be going in next month march which is on the 12th.
Decided to drop out because I know what I want.
i decided not to waste more time in what I do not like doing.
I know what I want for my future. I would continue to study when I finish army and I have clearly know where and what I want
myself in the future.
I like to thanks both of you for giving me chances again and again to grow and learn.
Just like I have complaints form Heeren and you guys allow me to continue to work and post me in Cine a place where I grow.
I wont say I the best but Im sure I have become better from the first day I enter Newurbanmale.com.
thanks Shenzi for teaching me and telling me what life and you are like a teacher not just a boss. and also a friend of mine. When Im in the worst state of my life, you were
there to guide me as well and telling me how not to be a super dao people. I learn something and that is you grow not just by youself. you will grow with people around you.
I hope I can still start from square 1 when I need a part time job when Im out the army.
Wishing Newurbanmale.com all the best in the years ahead and both of you the best. Thanks for not being just a boss but a teacher and a friend. Like to thank all the management team and numboys to have giving me a place to nuture myself and a place I really learn how to grow. Thank you.
Best regards,
Garry #271
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Seoul Alive

Taking a break at Rodeo
Seoul comes alive again today. MyangDong.
What is hope? It is written ..Not the last station from the south, but the first station toward the north.
When will south korean be able to travel up north through this railway .... we hope, soon!

Infront of 3rd infiltration tunnel.

At the end of the freedom bridge.
This photo pasted up there. I wonder what is the story behind this?
Monday, January 26, 2009
Seoul Exciting

It is Korean lunar new year, some are dressing in their traditional costumes. This couple spotted in Mc Donalds while I was waiting for NANTA to start over a cup of hot cofee, weird, but fun contrast.

Taken infront of ChongDong theatre. Closed today, will visit again. I want to catch the Korean traditional show.

Seoul Musuem of Arts.

DongDaeMun

My China .. the place I had my reunion dinner. Itaewon area.
Seoul Touching
I have been wanting to watch NANTA for a long long time. Now that i am in Seoul, the first act I want to catch, of course will be this amazing 90 mins live show built around 4 cooks.After more than 10 years, and touring the world, the performance still going on strong.

I got myself a VIP ticket, 60 000 won, which of course worths every single cent of it.
The performance was fun with great skills, the humor getting the audience to be a part of the show was spontaneous and not pretentious. The clever integration combining traditional Korean folk music with modern musicals. The performance was stunning, sincere and very enjoyable. I was moved and touched.
One single thought that came to my mind after the show. I was moved and was asking, what is the performance that we can truly call it our own, that could probably run this long and still going strong?
Seoul touching indeed.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Seoul Searching
Amazing. 5 days ago I was still chatting with Colleen and Frazer about my CNY holiday trip at Coffee club infront of Cali, and here i am, weathering the coldness in the city of calm, Seoul.Colleen and Frazer were discouraging me to visit Seoul. Their reason? This is a boring city and I dont have to spend a full 10 days here. They kept asking to visit Sydney instead, but my heart was half bought over by the korean already, so I followed the flow of my emotion. I took on a seoul searching trip for this CNY and I am determined to prove to both of them is this going to be Seoul exciting.
Frazer, if you happen to read this. No, I'm not here to platic surgery for bigger "boobs", but I promise I will go see the street where all the plastic surgeons are and take some pictures.

Korea like Singapore, celebrates their Lunar new year this weekend too. So while most places are close for the weekend, I found myself visiting some cultural venues, which to my surprise are not taking any single day off.

Saturday, January 10, 2009
A Letter from Sai Tou.
No dount, Xmas was crazy, gotta manage a number of important issues, but finally I can find breather to blog something. I hope to write a bit more before the CNY.
Got an email from Samuel, email like this brings pple closer, of course it heighten the spirit in the midst of all the impossibles and possibles.
Hi Shenzi,
Samuel Ong here, the sai tou! HAHAH! this is my first time writing a non work associated e mail to you. I think having a boss like you is really cool. Sorry let me rephrase it, because you're more of a friend than Boss. I have tried working many part time jobs and seriously nothing like this. My previous working experience was not really good. Normally the Boss would be the Bossy and very unapproachable one. Yes my previous bosses are all like that, for no reason they just show you that BLACK to the MAX kind of face whenever they see you. After working for three months in NUM. i feel like it's a big family, you are a very nice and funny boss. You joke and share with us your thoughts. Like a father with 200 over sons! I really enjoyed reading those e mails and most of the time, your e mails makes me think and ponder.
After working in NUM, i see myself not being late and becoming more responsible in terms of work and my life. I was always late before i join NUM. Now even my friends are shocked to see me reaching the earliest when we meet up. You always tell us to give our best and yes i agree! whenever sales is low and i am already very tired i will push myself and when i do, i see the sales go up. i feel that everything is possible if i want it. I use this philosophy in everything i do now especially in my sports and studies. Thanks for being such a inspiration to me and i believe to the rest of your monkeys.
till then..
Regards,
Friday, November 7, 2008
Obama's Speech
(APPLAUSE)
If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.
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It's the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen, by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different, that their voices could be that difference.
It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled. Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of red states and blue states.
We are, and always will be, the United States of America.
(APPLAUSE)
It's the answer that led those who've been told for so long by so many to be cynical and fearful and doubtful about what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day.
It's been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this date in this election at this defining moment change has come to America.
(APPLAUSE)
A little bit earlier this evening, I received an extraordinarily gracious call from Senator McCain.
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Senator McCain fought long and hard in this campaign. And he's fought even longer and harder for the country that he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine. We are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader.
I congratulate him; I congratulate Governor Palin for all that they've achieved. And I look forward to working with them to renew this nation's promise in the months ahead.
(APPLAUSE)
I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart, and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton...
(APPLAUSE)
... and rode with on the train home to Delaware, the vice president-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.
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And I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last 16 years...
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... the rock of our family, the love of my life, the nation's next first lady...
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... Michelle Obama.
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Sasha and Malia...
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... I love you both more than you can imagine. And you have earned the new puppy that's coming with us...
(LAUGHTER)
... to the new White House.
(APPLAUSE)
And while she's no longer with us, I know my grandmother's watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight. I know that my debt to them is beyond measure.
To my sister Maya, my sister Alma, all my other brothers and sisters, thank you so much for all the support that you've given me. I am grateful to them.
(APPLAUSE)
And to my campaign manager, David Plouffe...
(APPLAUSE)
... the unsung hero of this campaign, who built the best -- the best political campaign, I think, in the history of the United States of America.
(APPLAUSE)
To my chief strategist David Axelrod...
(APPLAUSE)
... who's been a partner with me every step of the way. To the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics...
(APPLAUSE)
... you made this happen, and I am forever grateful for what you've sacrificed to get it done. But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to. It belongs to you. It belongs to you.
I was never the likeliest candidate for this office. We didn't start with much money or many endorsements. Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington. It began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston. It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give $5 and $10 and $20 to the cause.
It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generation's apathy...
(APPLAUSE)
... who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep.
It drew strength from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on doors of perfect strangers, and from the millions of Americans who volunteered and organized and proved that more than two centuries later a government of the people, by the people, and for the people has not perished from the Earth.
This is your victory.
(APPLAUSE)
And I know you didn't do this just to win an election. And I know you didn't do it for me.
You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime -- two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century.
Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us.
There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after the children fall asleep and wonder how they'll make the mortgage or pay their doctors' bills or save enough for their child's college education.
There's new energy to harness, new jobs to be created, new schools to build, and threats to meet, alliances to repair.
The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even in one term. But, America, I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there.
I promise you, we as a people will get there.
(APPLAUSE)
AUDIENCE: Yes we can! Yes we can! Yes we can!
OBAMA: There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won't agree with every decision or policy I make as president. And we know the government can't solve every problem.
But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree. And, above all, I will ask you to join in the work of remaking this nation, the only way it's been done in America for 221 years -- block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.
What began 21 months ago in the depths of winter cannot end on this autumn night.
This victory alone is not the change we seek. It is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were.
It can't happen without you, without a new spirit of service, a new spirit of sacrifice.
So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism, of responsibility, where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves but each other.
Let us remember that, if this financial crisis taught us anything, it's that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers.
In this country, we rise or fall as one nation, as one people. Let's resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long.
Let's remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House, a party founded on the values of self-reliance and individual liberty and national unity.
Those are values that we all share. And while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress.
(APPLAUSE)
As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours, we are not enemies but friends. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.
And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn, I may not have won your vote tonight, but I hear your voices. I need your help. And I will be your president, too.
(APPLAUSE)
And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces, to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of the world, our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand.
(APPLAUSE)
To those -- to those who would tear the world down: We will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security: We support you. And to all those who have wondered if America's beacon still burns as bright: Tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity and unyielding hope.
(APPLAUSE)
That's the true genius of America: that America can change. Our union can be perfected. What we've already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.
This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that's on my mind tonight's about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She's a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing: Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.
(APPLAUSE)
She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn't vote for two reasons -- because she was a woman and because of the color of her skin.
And tonight, I think about all that she's seen throughout her century in America -- the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can't, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.
At a time when women's voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.
When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs, a new sense of common purpose. Yes we can.
AUDIENCE: Yes we can.
OBAMA: When the bombs fell on our harbor and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes we can.
AUDIENCE: Yes we can.
OBAMA: She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that "We Shall Overcome." Yes we can.
AUDIENCE: Yes we can.
OBAMA: A man touched down on the moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination.
And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change.
Yes we can.
AUDIENCE: Yes we can.
OBAMA: America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves -- if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see?
What progress will we have made?
This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment.
This is our time, to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth, that, out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope. And where we are met with cynicism and doubts and those who tell us that we can't, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people: Yes, we can.
(APPLAUSE)
Thank you. God bless you. And may God bless the United States of America.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Love Of My Life
Love of my life, you hurt me,You broken my heart, now you leave me.Love of my life cant you see,Bring it back bring it back,Dont take it away from me,Because you dont know what it means to me.Love of my life dont leave me,Youve stolen my love now desert me,Love of my life cant you see,Bring it back bring it back,Dont take it away from me,Because you dont know what it means to me.You will remember when this is blown over,And everythings all by the way,When I grow older,I will be there by your side,To remind how I still love youI still love you.Hurry back hurry back,Dont take it away from me,Because you dont know what it means to me.Love of my life,Love of my life.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Where?
But then again, I know deep inside that, it is the simplest thing in life that usually could achieve that ..
So the truth is, life is getting more complicated, people too, issues too .. where can one find the simplest thing in life?
Tell me .. i will be there.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Liquid Dance
THE Fish Tank

Saturday, October 4, 2008
The Boat on my Profile
These are the comments I received ..
Andy Alfian says: firstly take it that, the boat is ur gf, bf, love, anyone u loved!u should hold on tied to the boat n stick with it and make sure u n the baot reach the destitationthe moral is- no matter wat hapens, u will go trough to thick and thin, and go through all obstalces togtehr, no matter how rough the journey is!!
Peck Gee Chua says: The night is just darkest before the dawn. Really.
Samuel Tan Jiun Hao says: for the boat qn, ans is "take other transport la.. we shldn't just stick to 1 idea. come out with alot n u may come out with a better idea."
Chen Baolai says: take a plane.. go the up way, go the ATAS way!! =) tats the advice coming from an air force dude.. =)
Ivan Tay says: Have faith in the boat to do it's job in travelling across water.
Sylvester Goh says: life is unfair, live with it. come back later lah.
Bobby Sia says: it's just a bad weather, not hurricane katherine; it's just choppy water, not tsunami. what's wrong with crossing to the other shore? if the boat is suppose to get me to the other shore, it will. if the boat is my life and the shore is my desitination in life, no matter what happen, i will still get there.
Melvin Zheng Jun Long says: Simple Get UMBRELLA and SWIMMING TRUNK get ready!Just in case you want to party on the boat and it rain~~~The boat is already suppose to get me to the other shore, no one say is a sampan. JUST HOLD TIGHT and take a ride!
Zander Goh says: To be out in the sea. Its expected that it will not be as calm as gentle. Everyone knew that. Wise to prepare for a trip then to regret later. If not...LOL then will probably sink. So its best that u prepare life jacket as well as learn to swim till u get someone to rescues you! ^^
Marcus Lee Chun Ming says: the boat could possibly be a reference to one's own life, and the waters of the sea cld be, in turn, referenced to the difficulties, hardships life could offer! so basically, we should all do the right thing in times of adversity(the sea), and steer ourselves(the boat) towards our own personal goals or the final target(the shore), without backing down(possibly drowning). :D
Loo Jia Jie says: Hey. If the boat is to capsize. I'll swim my way there. :) tc.
Dex Tan says: depending on what is over the other shore. if there is something impt i will still take the boat and worst come to worst if i drop into the water i will swim over. haha. high risk high returns man... ok back to study!!
Marvin Soh Shaowen says: Life is nothing without risk, if you don't try, you will never know whether you can get through or what you would get.Bad weather and choppy waters are just 'brick walls' to stop you from reaching your goal, why let it affect you? To me, they are to separate the ones that dare to reach for their goals with what they have and those who cowardly back off when faced with setbacks.In this case, you have your boat.; Its time to reach for your goal.
Muhd Bukhary says: Fight through the weather with confidence in yourself and the boat, this is a one hurdle that god is testing you, if the boat capsize, swim across.
Khor Yong Keong says: No rush ma, check the weather forecast for the next day LAH!"Taking a rest is to travel a longer journey."
Samuel Ong C S says: come what may, all i have to do is focus and no matter how sometimes i may drift off track and waves might hit me, but i know that after every storm there's always a rainbow after that. life is unpredictable, the best way is to go through it cause it's the best and only way.
Zhang Jiawei says: don't think too much, just give it your best shot.
Justin An Xiang Seet says: Have faith in your boat in yourself. When losing hope, think of the times when the boat served you well, remenisce and know that this is the VERY same boat that brought you to shore all those times
Imran Iskandar says: it depends on what is on the other side of the shore etc. love ones, fiona xie or a gym then follow your heart and do what is right.. otherwise rent a submarine?
Wendy Ong says: Then you wait. Good things come to those who wait. You wait and keep looking forward.
Lex Chan Li Xin says: just keep rowing. believing and trying ur best to keep the boat stable.
Vin Goh Jiayu says: confidence is the key.. if u are confident in reaching the shore wateva that comes in ur way wun be a problemif not then wait for the weather to tide down and the water to calm then continue...
Junwei Malcy says: Embrace yourself to new challenges. The storm only represent bad times in our life but once we get thru the storm, we see light at the other end. Same for life. Life dont stop just because we encounter something that we cant solve. In fact, move on and settle for something better if not more.
Kelvin Ng says: Our goals in life is just like how the boat is built to get us to the other shore. And therefore for any goals that we want to achieve, there will always be obstacles that we will have to face. Some people might achieve the goals they want when they overcome their obstacles but some people will be stuck up. The people who overcome their obstacles are those who worked hard but for those people who were stuck up, they have only themselves to blame. Just like everyone in NUM wants to have a smooth ride but everyone had forgotten that it is not that easy to achieve that.
Kai Ergo says: The boat becomes a promise from the moment u leave shore cause it is suppose to get u to the other shore but you must both work as a team.Even if the boat breaks apart there is still part of it tat can be used to lessen ur burdern.For me i think u should nvr be discourage to keep on moving as life sometimes bring us problems we can hardly endure.In life every trial and test u will find the strength to overcome them.No matter how bad the weather is and how choppy the water gets, they are never there to stay.Inch by inch, the journey will shorten,till the rough patches past and gone and once u look back u will be happy to know all the miles and obstacles u have past.Soon enough ur tedious journey ends n u will lie on shore knowing u have triumphant.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Late Night ... Full of Thoughts.
Someone asked me, will I ever run out of ideas. I dont even know it myself really. I am like a doraemon, i can keep drawing out items from within, non stop. The funny thing is, the more I take out, the more I feel I have inside.
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I love books. I love to visit book store a lot. Page One especially. Somehow, when i walk inside, I have so much inspirations, I think I can stay in there for my whole life.
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September was a very challenging month, but the feeling of walking out of all the limitations, and walked out victoriously, the emotion is enormous, the feeling is great.
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I will have a lot of visitors this October. With all the exciting projects that I have planned out, along with so many cool people that will be visiting me, I guess, no matter how bad the economy is, there will be a lot of warmth this month. But then again, I will make sure that everything will be in place, and we will do even better.
How much will my team go with me?
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Not many people appreciate goodwill. Many take it for granted.
Its harder to find greatness in people now ... well, they do what they do, I still believe in my own standard.
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I had a meeting with a group of students. I'm supposed to help them with a school project. In the meeting, this is what I said.
"It is not about giving the world what they want.
It is about giving the world what they don't have.
And most of the time, they don't even know what they don't have yet."
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I dont think many people understand what dateline is all about.
Anyone at work who dont understand what dateline is all about is equivalent to not doing a good job.
A great job done after the dateline set, is a bad job, it is not even a good job, because resources are wasted.
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Someone asked me, how do i determine who is good at work.
I said simple. Look at the results.
In school, we were taught its not the results, its the process.
At Work, no matter how much you have learnt in the process, if the result is nil, it is bad. Noone actually cares about how much you have learnt through it all. This is the world.
In school, you pay the school fees.
At work, the company pays you.
That's why.
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one more time ...
no man is worth your tears, the one who does won't make you cry.
A Letter today ...
Hi Shenzi,
I guess this is the first time i wrote privately to you. I mean you are the only one older then us that we can share things to apart from our parents. Even sometimes we do not share all our stuff in life with our parents, agree?
I was reading your blog recently, i guess not everyone takes 5mins of their time a week just to sit down at quiet place and do some reflection about what has happen in our life. I am inspired by you, although you have so many monkeys like us to handle and even still you still can live quite happy and i always see a smile on your face.
One day i hope to be the boss of my own business, i intend to start my own brownie business. Sounds girly, but i think i have to drive to do it. I hope that i will have a successful company like what NUM has now. You started off from a website to the first hereen store and now more then 200 monkeys under you. That's uber incredible!
I really look up to you as someone i follow and wish to be next time in life although i seldom say this out to you or anyone else. I'm shy, hahahah.
I am using this little time to reflect on what i have and not taking things for granted. In a few hours time i will be meeting Mr S.R Nathan to receive my national youth achievement award, and this is the time that i finally spend time with my daddy and mummy and my jie jie as a family. Life as somehow changed after we grow up. At least i will have a proper meal with my family tml. Sometimes when we look back, we never really treasure the time and opportunities we have, i wished to spend more time with all my loved ones but personal commitments has tied us all down.
Shenzi, thank you for giving me the opportunity to work in num about 1 year ago. It has been close to 1 year! hahahaha. Being in the NUM family i felt so warm, like the family kinda love. Everyone knows each other even those in the management team didnt look upon us like some ETs, they even treated us like brothers. :) This 1 year i have learn alot in NUM in terms of retail management, product knowledge and life skills through your sharings.
Shenzi, thanks again for making num such a wonderful company for us to work in.
Monday, September 29, 2008
952pm
I have spent too much at work recently, I need to plan something cool for myself real soon. I probably will make a bit of planning tonight. i cant wait to get home, take a hot shower, sit at my balcony and take a good rest.
Been awhile since I last spent a bit of time by myself. Good for the soul, good for the body and the spirit too, I'm sure ...
I just got my blackbery Bold. Yet to read thru the instruction manual. Shall read the wnders of the phone later .. I will share with you.
952pm. What are you doing?
A spark to refresh my spirit.
hi shenzi,
how have u been ?? read from ur blog and undertand that u had a very enjoyable birhday party .... though is a bit too late, still happy super super belated birthday. hahah. I am sure that things in num are going as smoothly as be4 or even better right? cox i can't think of any reasons why NUM wil not do well. Our products, our ambassadors , our management rocks and our directors rocks too. read till very song right?? haaa
anyway i'm doing fine in NS.Somehow i got a new aim for these 2 years and it is to be a outstandin naval diver. cool shit right!!! elite forces sia!! so honour to be able to get inside. however the path to become a diver is not easy. i have to get thru 9 months of tough trainings. very long way to go but i believe i can make it. wish me all the best , yea??
Know wat, i proud that i used to be a num ambassador and thanks for letting me be a num model and june scandalender. Be4 i start introducing myself,a few of my batch boys already know i am from NUM ..... Damn cool can. when asked where i used to work, when i said NUM they will give me those "AISEH " look ! thanks boss for everything :) not only for giving me the chance for all those fashion show etc, and also the values you taught me over the period of 2 + yrs.
Keep me updated too abt NUM and urself if u are willing to. don't be shy!! lastly take care, stay cheerful
Sunday, September 28, 2008
No Seafood, We eat Bread.
The night before they were n the phone. The girlfriend popped the question first. Do you love me.
"Yes." Robson.
"Will you wait for me?"
"Of course." She said.
"With the little money I'm going to have monthly, we may not be able to enjoy as much than before".
"Its ok. If we don't have the seafood, we can always feed on bread." She said.
The day came. She sent him off at the campsite.
The night she went on to party with her friends.
She met a new guy. They got hooked up. And she fed him her own bread.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Self Defense Umbrella
Troika : Cloud
My Blue buddies
above: Olympics
above: Sports .. racket games
above: CharacteristicsIf you happen to own some blue buddies, and do not love them anymore, will you not pass them all to me? :)
Thursday, September 11, 2008
3 monkeys and a baby !
This gesture touched me a great deal. They made a point to celerate my birthday. Most importantly, 3 poor NSmen, insisted treating a director. I was moved, really.
When i got back to the office, I found yet another email from an outgoing num ambassador. sherman is leaving for Ns soon ...
Dear Shenzi!
Firstly I would like to wish you a Happy belated Birthday! May your wishes for yourself and the company come true.
As I spent the last 2 weeks after quitting NUM I found out how much I missed NUM. The openings, closings, serving customers, seeing satisfaction on customers' faces, using the POS, doing stock checks etc. It had been closed to 7 months since I joined this company and throughout this phase of my life I leant many lessons that I can carry with me for the rest of my life.
I still remembered the first time when I stepped into your office for the 2nd interview I was thinking to myself I definitely must perform in this interview and give you the best first impression (it counts doesn't it?) if not confirm will not get hired because I'm speaking to the DIRECTOR of a well-known brand in Singapore! A little stressed-out me finally was hired. Hooray!!!
Then came the first day at work... then the second day... and so on. From a person who has no retail experience I can say out loud that NUM has transformed me into a ambassador capable to handling, serving and doing transactions pretty well and smoothly. Of course this would not be possible without the help of the seniors, ICs, fellow ambassadors (we learnt quite alot from each other as well!), your management staffs and also you. From the way you, Calvin and James handle this company I'm sure in no time NUM will be a globalised brand where it will be not only a place to get presents and shopping but also a place where customers will be able to relax and enjoy the wonderful atmosphere (and of course be back again).
NUM is a place where many friendships were built. I made many wonderful friends in this period of time, mainly Daniel Ker, Wilson Chan, Alvin Phua, Desmond Lau, Isyandi, Husaini, Seng Kiat, Nigel, James, Fauzee, Hidayat, Wei Long, etc. There are also the ICs that helped me along the way and I would also like to thank them very much. People like Josh, Kelvin P.K, Daniel (Selemat), Bernie and Wei Cong. Thank you Colin, Junior, Ying, Ben Fei, Ben jie and the management staff also! Jiayou!!! For those not mentioned thank you very much!
May NewUrbanMale.com continue to prosper in the upcoming years!!!
Sherman
Ex-NFF Spartans
p.s Wheehlock NUM rocks! :)
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Top 10 list
HAppy Birthday shenzi am i the first one to wish ya. And i hope you'll get wad ever u wish for :) even special one ... hee. Most important is ur health which money can't by. Take note yeah. Hee I'll see ya soon. Enjoy yourself tmr. Ho Ho night.
1202am 10th Sep Junior
Shenzi happy bday. M I the first???
Ha Ha.
PING !!!
1202am 10th Sep Ben
HAppy bday! may u have good health and may you find ur other half soon, the business will huat.
1202am 10th Sep Ying
Happy birthday shenzi :)
1202am 10th Sep How Choong
Happy birthday :)
1202am 10th Sep Desiree
Lao ban HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, HAPPY. Wish you success and business god good always in num ... huggies. :)
1204am 10th Sep Andruew
HAppy birthday to u Happy birthday to u ... happy birthday to mr shenzi chua happy birthday to u ... i wish for blessings onto u .. May everythin run smoothly in ur life. And may u always find the time of ur life . A yr older means a yr of experience to add to ur wisdom. Have a great birthday bash yeah.
1204am 10th Sep Cavan
HAppy birthday !!!
1204am 10th Sep Colin
Btw, happy birthday.
1207am 10th Sep Denglin
happy birthday shenzi! May you live each day happily and may num grow bigger and stronger! :)
09:09pm on 09/09

Ivan promised me to take a pic of himself in his new RR cap at the exact 9 minutes past 9 today 9th September and send it to me. He really did.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
More ..
Morning Shenzi, this would be the first time I would be writing something personal to you on how I am and the experience I've gotten so far working in NUM. This would be the first of many that I would be writing to you.
I would like to thank you for giving me the opportunity to work in NUM, I remember chancing on the Interview as I went to the toilet in Cineleisure before catching a movie. Decided to go for it as I had loads of freetime, working for NUM would be fun, a privilege and it would look good on my resume.
I remember the interview I had with both you and Colin. Back than I didn't know that you were the Director of NUM. If I knew back than; I would definately have pee-ed in my pants literally as it would have been nerve wrecking.
Working in NUM so far has been really fun and at the same time enriching . Experience through work and life lessons that you preach constantly has matured me in many ways.
I would like to thank you for posting me to Premium; working in Premium sales do not come as easy compared to other shops. People would walk up to you if you're selling flipflops but in Premium being proactive is key. Working in Premium has certainly made me more eloquent, confident in approaching customers and proactive; these factors has considerably attribute into moulding me into a better sales ambassadors. I would like to mention a few people for helping me along the way. Firstly, the two ICs of Premium, Han Long and Hongyi for their patience and guidiance. Secondly, Hidayat and Josh for adding Fun into work. Lastly but sadly, Xueyao; Xueyao is the person I've worked most over the past four months in NUM. He taught me loads of things in Premium and in NUM. I was shocked, disappointed and full of regret when I've learnt of what he had done. Till now I still think that could I had prevented this?
Now as I take up more responsibilities as Premium is short of people; I would certainly impart what I've learned so far in Premium to the rest of the newer collegues assigned to Premium. And of course, the learning process for me has not come to an end, everyday is a new day where the learning would never end, soaking in everything like a sponge.
Lastly, I'll be frank. Shenzi; I respect you, for your success in NUM and values. There is a lot of things I would like to learn from you, so do teach me! Heh that is all for now, there is a lot more things to tell ya, but I just have to leave it to next time. Have a great week ahead! Back to mugging for me!
From Isyandi
First of all, i would like to thank you for all the experiences in num, and also the opportunity to work in num. At first, i'll never thought that i would get in as i was damn skinny and NOT a dragonboater. haha, but still i got in! i guessed this shows that nothing is impossible. Along the way, num has given me many memories, some good some bad.
I've learnt that in life you have to make the right decision, no matter whether you like it or not, as in the long run, once you make the right decision, you will not regret and eventually, you'll be happy. A wrong decision and you might regret forever. Right now, i've been hoping weilong will learn his mistake and not do it again.
In num, i've made a lot of good friends, friendships that will last for a long time. Husaini, fauzee, sherman, desmond lau, wilson, justin, derrick, nigel, yusri and many more. I think it's a privilege on its own to be able to work with good colleagues and good friends at the same time. Pushing sales, sometimes having a joke among each other while doing that, helping one other to serve customers, can be really really enjoyable. Throughout my time in num, i've also learnt how to speak to customers better, communicating with people better, and as a whole, made me comfortable with speaking out. That's how i got my girlfriend, speaking to her with confidence, without being nervous (i used to be nervous around girls) sadly we broke up, but you cant really be sad for long as there are great colleagues to cheer you up and listen to your problems. Btw, thanks for allowing me to put the balloons in main, during her birthday, when i surprised her after work, it was during the x'mas period when we had the booth downstairs. As i'll be enlisting in NS soon, i wish you have a great birthday party, have fun shenzi!
Special thanks to colin, who has helped me along the way, though i make the weirdest requests, thanks for bearing with me. haha, i'll never forget my first day at work at vivo, you were there and you helped me to overcome my nerves. Thanks once again.
As i enter my next stage in life, i will never forget num, the memories and the friendships. It will always have a place in my heart. I would like to wish you, calvin, james and the management team all the best in life, good health to everyone and may NUM venture overseas and be successful. Stay happy always, and hope to see you guys soon.
Once again, all the best! Good health to all!
NUM UP AH!
Monday, August 25, 2008
没把钱存在国外?
perhaps .. 他們從來也沒有想過,有天錢多到可以存在國外.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
5:24am
What kind of man will fall in love with staying awake early in the morning? What is he thinking, how is he living his life?
I guess not many people understand this, unless you are living this out yourself.
Until then, you will comprehend, and when you fall in love with it like i do, drop me a message.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Proudest Moment?
The guy wrote this ..
This becomes a precedent that the foreign talent scheme works. It will be the model case study for all future cases. And the Singapore Sport Council will have more ammo in terms of money to get more foreign talents to Singapore. Forget about grooming the locals. Why invest in such a big risk? Just go buy another athletes from elsewhere to help us win. Besides, other countries are doing that too. So why not Singapore?
Yes, the Foreign Talent Scheme works in the sense that it does bring us an Olympic medal. But it kills the entire local sporting scene. How do we groom local athletes when all we think about is to bring foreign talents in to help us win? How do the local athletes gain international competition exposure when we always send foreign talents oversea? How do we motivate our local athletes when all the media attention are on the foreign talents? Who will dare to send their child to the Sport School when there is a high chance that we will bring in a foreign talent to replace them if they don’t perform up to standard?
We are only interested in the results. Not the process in getting the results. It doesn’t matter who gets the medal. You don’t need to be a local. You don’t need to stay in Singapore for long. You don’t need to speak with a Singapore acent. You don’t need to know the Singapore history. You don’t need to understand Singapore culture. You can even drag the Singapore flag on the floor for the world to see. So long as you get the medal under Singapore flag, the rest doesn’t matter.
This is the sad state of Singapore sporting scene. And it will remain this way until someone wakes up from the medal chasing dream. It’s not about medal. It’s about representation. It’s about national identity. And this foreign talent scheme is eroding our national identity, if there is any to begin with.
So while everyone is out there celebrating the Olympic medal, I sit infront of my computer with mixed reaction. I should be happy that Singapore finally won a medal after 48 years. But I just couldn’t feel the pride and glory. In fact, I feel sad because we will start having the mentality of getting new migrants to help us in sports.
Congrats to Li Jiawei, Wang Yuegu and Feng Tianwei for winning the Silver Medal. But sorry, I don’t know how to celebrate your victory.
Life in the Olympics Season
Frankly, for those who understand what I am talking about, if you are like me, who love to stop and think once in awhile, while we go on living our lives, this is a natural process .. for when one thinks, he is living.
Someone who has stopped thinking, is someone who has stopped living.
So life has been great, just that at this stage of my life, I have been thinking alot about what I should do next, what is the next wall for me to climb, what is the next project for me to embark. They are all good I believe.
Been watching a lot of the olympics. I have witnessed a lot of great moments. At every victory ceremony, I think about achievement. What i have accomplished so far, what else I can do.
I share this with a numboy recently.
"What have you achieved in your life so far?" I asked.
"Is there any moment in your life, when you laugh, the whole world laugh with you, when you cry, the whole world cry with you? I asked again.
We witnessed this again and again and again the last 10 days of our lives.
Behind every victory, we know well there has been much efforts put in.
So the olympics give me a lot of encouragement to work harder, to plan further, to see beyond .. for victory goes to people who have put in a lot of hard work.
I have been following a lot of arguments over the Singapore table tennis team
..... whether they used to be a Chinese citizens, now Singaporeans, this is not important at all.
The only issue I worried about was, if Singapore wins, will the girls know how to sing the Singapore National Anthem? When the camera zoom in on their face, will they be singing proudly the Singapore national anthem like others did? I was almost worried, during the victory ceremoney, when China anthem was playing, will that be a more familiar national anthem for all the 3 of them ?
The greatest moment in any olympics game is not about winning only, those moment at the victory ceremony, every single time I watched, the proudest moment for any athlete is, when your national anthem sounded, they sang along with the crowd proudly. That alone is enough to send people to tears.
So if Singapore wins, will they sing along proudly too? I wonder.
It is 430am in the morning, when everyone else is asleep, this is the best time to reflect,
Monday, August 4, 2008
When Does a Difference Matter?
When does a Difference Matter?
When we are young, it does not matter. So why does it matter when we are older?
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Travelling
Anyone who are into backpacking and travelling will agree that noone will move around the world and yet has nothing to write. So I will share a bit when i get back home ...
Friday, July 18, 2008
One week This week and Next
Of course, anyone interesting, the life must also be as dynamic. So I am living good, in case those who have been reading this blog, and can't find much about what I am doing the last one week.
KL trip was good. Partly, it was a rest for me, of course mainly for work, we visited the city to explore ... MMmmm ... will there be any good news for Malaysian, we will see.
Flying again tomorrow, this time round, I will be about a week away. But i am very sure, I can find time to write in my hotel room ...
How are you today?